sixflags. Fright Fest.
I am pumped because i get to go to fright fest on sunday!! hopefully the weather holds up.
I am also a little bit annoyed. I just found out i was revived on saturday in HVZ and could have done the last mission in the thunder storm. It would have been a blast. ::tear:: 
i am also going home this weekend. I miss my kitty. I wish she could live in my building here but alas all i can have is a fish, which i have no idea where i would put said fish...i do want a beta for my room though, that or some bamboo. I want something besides ME that is alive in here.  i do love my dorm though. I cleaned it today and it looks beautiful. all i have to do is fabreeze it.

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Horoscopes...one said disappointment one said romance....i like the romance!

you know you are an HVZ player when you do laundry and find a nerf dart in your laundry basket.

is the cosmos against me? As soon as i start to feel good about myself, the cosmos, aka a Boy, knocks me down 12 pegs on the self esteem latter. It happened at the HVZ meeting (where we got to keep HVZ (YAY)), basically, we were told we were back on and i put my headband on out of the stun position. I was joking around sarcastically with my friend Ben and said, "Hey ben, am i a cute zombie? haha" and he said very seriously, "I don't find you attractive" i was a little bit offended. He then proceeded to say, "you just aren't my type. Maybe some other guy will find you hot" I know ben didn't mean to be a jerk but what he said hit me really hard. especially because i was being sarcastic (quite obviously if i do say so myself) and Ben took it to a serious place. Sometimes i feel like i am no ones type. I know i don't need a guy to make make feel feel good about myself or complete but i want one. I want a boyfriend. I am tired of being alone. I just want a guy who i can go to and just have him hug me and tell me that i'm pretty. ::deskplant:: or maybe some guy to beat ben up because he basically called me ugly.

well i am off to do homework and then getting dressed. I have a frag hunt with some of my zombie friends before i die of starvation tonight (in HVZ, i am not going anorexic) 

so some jerk may have ruined HVZ for good. some one or some ones we aren't sure tackled an NPC and now, if no one fesses up we lose HVZ forever. We all think it is probably someone who is an NPC themselves. WTF! well we are all on pause for now. Zombie Jigglypuff will live to see another few days before starvation via lack of feeding. haha i love being the uber dork i am.  

The longer i am here i more i am starting to like myself. It's weird. i am starting to feel more confident and even starting to see myself as beautiful. I have never thought i was beautiful before. it's a strange feeling. I like it. I think this may have to do with my friends saying i'm pretty. They could be lying for all i care but i love them for it. I am full of happiness. 

I have also revamped one of my many nicknames here. I am now Jigglypuff. My friend Sandshrew and i even have our own handshake.

last night was amazing. I may not have been up all night but i had fun. I think we should rename friday nights, "Friday night dance party with DJ nook. " DJ nook is my friend. He is a legitimate DJ, which is the best part.

that i am that i am. haha

Humans Vs. Zombies starts of sunday and i have officially purchased my guns! (nerf guns) the only problem is that i have very few bullets.
oh well, i shall deal.

as a side note. FML and god damn skanky friends. i had to get it out. long stories and i really don't want to elaborate. it is 2 different stories that melted into one story. Everything melts here. I love it though.

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UMD is AMAZING!! i love it.
my friends and i are going to Providence tonight. yay!!

being a biology major is very stressful but i can do it. my labs are going to kill me though.
i will elaborate later!!

i got painted yesterday at work. Not accidentally but people were trying to paint me. It was pretty fun. The annoying part is that i still have paint on me!! I showered twice since i was painted and i also scrubbed myself in the bathroom at work. yet somehow i am still painted. oh well.

so i have decided that i am going to quit working at my uncle's garage and just keep my primary job at the Y. I just need to tell my mom and my uncle. my sister said when i told her that, "mom won't let you." My mom needs to understand that part of having a job is having the right to quit. oh the controlling woman that is my mother 

I live in STEPFORD!

i am covered in bug bites. i am insanely pissed off and angry.

is it moral or ethical to bring food with you to an amusement park because their food is far too overpriced/fried?? is it also ethical or right to, if confronted about said food to lie and say that you are hypoglycemic? and what i you could perhaps be slightly hypoglycemic as well?? does that bring up the moral standard of this cluster-fuck of a situation?? because beth and i usually intend to bring food and if we are caught when they search our bags to lie and say something like that.

i don't want to go to hell but the six flags company will be if they charge any more for their food.

in other news, i have discovered that fried food does not sit well in my stomach. That makes most soda and fried food two things that appeal to me less and less every single day.

note to self, don't drink coffee coolatas before bed. I get weird dreams that i don't remember but i wake up saying "What the hell was that" I never remember ANY of my dreams but i remember if they were really weird.

watching the show Clean House makes me want to throw stuff away. i don't have a cluttered room but watching and seeing other people's clutter makes me want to throw stuff away. 

i went and bought a rain coat at Lowes today. It is bright yellow. I look like a duck according to one person. To my sister i look like the Gorden's Fisherman.  One of my friends at work asked me for some fish-sticks. lol. I could not help but laugh. I will admit that it is a bit YELLOW to the extreme but it was $13 and I will not care how muddy and gross it gets at work.
I also bought some awesome polka-dot rain boots today. They are great in the rain but they are a bit uncomfortable after long periods of time. I think i just need to break them in.
Speaking of this rain i must say one thing, I AM SICK OF RAIN!! Lincoln Plaza was FLOODED this morning when i was there. not just a few puddles but a full flood. i was a bit scared of hydroplaning. 

work has been crazy this week. crazy but fun. I love my job. i need to go to bed. I need to be up in about 7.5 hours.  

orientation was actually really fun.
we played games in the beginning. and by games i mean things we play at work, like Giants, Wizards and Elves.
it was awkward in the beginning because no one knew anyone but it got better. I meat some awesome people with the same major as me. and one person with a completely different major. We all had an interesting conversation about drugs and work and violence. It was really humorous.
we had a magician/comedian preform for us. He was like a less funny dane cook with a pack of cards. The weird thing was that he did some crazy stuff. It was really weird.

all in all it was really enjoyable and i made some awesome friends.

I don't know why i haven't posted this yet.
On Saturday i mangled my pinky toe. I clipped it on a shopping cart at the grocery store. I hurt like hell! it actually still hurts when i wear my sneakers for work.

in less painful news i bought the most amazing thing yesterday. It is a tupperware container that i shaped like a piece of bread. it is for sandwiches. It is amazing! especally for work because my food always gets squished in my bag. it's hot pink with polka dots. I love it. 

I have been listening to a lot of dance music lately. I go through my moods. Pandora is perfect for my music moods.
speaking of Pandora. I made a new station, Spice Girls. yup!! I must thank a co worker actually, because she told me i had to make one. She was right. AMAZING!! it is like my childhood.

today was the first day of the summer season at work. I have the largest group. 8. which isn't bad actually.

I am so tired from being on my feet all day.

I just saw the Hangover. IT IS HYSTERICAL !!

best line ever, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, I'll get you some pants!"

I don't think my uncle gets that starting monday I have a FULL TIME JOB!! I work 8:30-4:15 AT LEAST, from monday through friday! He still expects me to work for him all day on saturdays. I want to have an actual life!! good god.

speaking of working in what i now call HELL, i washed my uncle's dog today. It wasn't too bad except his dog is afraid of the hose. So i had to take small little bits of water and wash her. She was very good once i started but right after i rinsed her she slipped right out of her collar and then ran inside. She was so scared of that hose. i felt bad for her.  the poor puppy. (well she isn't exactly a puppy)

Beth and i are still going to take our Dad to sixflags on sunday even though it is supposed to have scattered showers. they won't close the rides unless there is lightning. that and beth and i have to get our season passes.

speaking of my big sister, i have her car right now. She borrowed my car because she needed to get to Birlington. She did not take her own car because she has not gotten a sticker yet. I was so scared that i was going to get pulled over when my mom sent me to get her dinner. no me gusta policia.

I have finished the Sorcerer's Stone.

I forgot how great that book is. Even though i know what happens things still surprise you. You also notice things. Like characters and people and places.
The book is so well written. I love it the shock you get when you find Querille in the room with the mirror of erised. which is Desire backwards if you did not know. I love the mention of the cenetaurs and werewolves. oh the part they will play in later novels.


I am going to begin the Chamber of Secrets now.

Back to Hogwarts!!

a Question is the topic for this update.

Who Is Blaise Zabini?? 

we only hear about him once and awhile. He is obviously one of Draco Malfoy's friends but is he a death eater?? My conundrum lies in the fact that so much fan fiction has him in it. Some fan fiction makes him a her. Blaise obviously doesn't play a large role in the novel but it begs the question of who he is?? 

we may never know.

back to Hogwarts i go!